I'm sorry you are feeling so bad I've had a walk today I took my nan out in the wheelchair which was nice. It's just so frustrating that I am taking so much medication and still getting so depressed at times for no real reason. I mean work is bothering me a bit but it is not that bad I shouldn't feel so depressed. I am looking for a new job. I think things that are bothering me bother me a lot. I'm seeing a psychotherapist soon so hopefully she can help me deal with things more.
By the way where in North Carolina do you live? I went there in 2005.