I need some addviise.. I have been with my b/f for 4 years and things just dont get better.. I was in a accident and I was hurt to the point I cant work as much as I use to ..
At first I tried to, but pain is to much , he said not to worry lean on him, But when things get tight with money he treats me like garbage.. I sold my car the other day to stop things from being shut off , light , phone things like that .. He was so mad at me .. He said how was that a way to help us..
He has a truck , so I dont know how or why this made him mad.. Everything I do it is always wrong... He will go with out talking to me for days and if he does talk it is only to say something nasty to me. He wont sleep in the same room with me or eat with me . He just shuts me out and then after a few days of trying to talk to him . I will get mad and start to yell an say things I shouldnt and thats when he turns it around on me and will say I hate him an I am out to cause him nothing but pain.. I see it, I tell myself this is not going to work, I try to leave but I stop myself.. WHY????
Why cant I stop this.. I know I love him but he treats me bad.. Why cant I get out that door????
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