I.am so sorry for yr loss hun. My mom who also is a big contributor as to why I'm messed up Has cancer. Even tho she hurts me so I am afraid to lose her. Whatever you do don't feel guilty for any bad memories you have of her hurting you. and let yr self go thru it. I.know if I lost my mom I would be devastated too. Yr daughters will heal with you. You can do this and you are strong. Take care of you. Hugs

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