I'm struggling right now to keep myself grounded....really having a hard time trusting in general and that is seeping into my relationship with my T

Do you ever worry that maybe your T doesn't believe you (in general)? Like maybe they see you through a filter so that everything you say is filtered into that belief about you? I don't think I'm being clear so please forgive me. I'm really struggling.....I worry my T sees me as so messed up that anything I say he might be taking with a grain of salt. I worry he doesn't even believe what I share is real. I feel so alone. I tried to share all of this with him (nicely) and he answered everything just right because he really is a caring T, but I can't shake this fear. Please help me....