So I believe I MAY have POSSIBLY clicked in to hypomania. And I am so frustrated because I am so happy and I want to do so much but my body is just not down with it this week! I have a cold so I was physically exhausted for the last three days - but brain was like NO stay up and do your plans! Read a book!! Do research! And today I feel more energetic finally but I somehow hurt my back badly - I can only walk in a slow, stiff shamble. And I sure can't clean or do any of the things I normally do when hypo! It is so frustrating!!! That's why my name is all over the board - I can't physically act out my energy so I'm here bothering all of you
Has this ever happened to anyone? Or even the opposite maybe - super tired from depression but body can't relax. It must be infuriating!
I have injured my back like this before so I know it takes about three days to become functional again. Sadly I cycle so rapidly that if this is an episode, I may have crashed by then! How sad! And it's supposed to be so nice weather wise - finally! Ugh.