No, I haven't told anyone, I don't know why It is so hard.

There is one teacher, who I wouldn't mind telling. because we have talked about depression(as a class), & I agree with what he said. IDK, how I would even bring it up with him, or even tell him anything.

It just sucks, I don't even want to do anything. I am always really tired,*& always want to sleep. I always feel depressed. I can not stop thinking about suicide, I already have everything planned, I could just be gone, like that. That would be nice.