I started at my old employer last week. It is good to be around familiar faces and routine. My anxiety is still very high. I'm glad to be out of the other job and very appreciative of my old employer giving me a second chance. I just don't know if I can work anymore. I feel like I have hit a wall. I need to work for financial and insurance reasons but I can't handle stress or make decisions confidently. I feel so out of control and irrational. I am in therapy and taking meds again. The first week was good at my new/old job. And everyone at my work is happy I am back. Maybe in a few more weeks it will be ok. I don't want to sound ungrateful or like a flake. I don't know how to explain it but I do know for sure I am better off leaving the other job as for my future I'm not sure yet. Thanks for checking in. I appreciate the interest and support. I just wish I could report better news on my recovery.