Ok I'm bad with words when I type this. Id say that what I said to him was pretty direct. But then I run out the next session and grab him a card and a gift and apologize for being rude. I don't know maybe I should start telling him how much I enjoy him and my Mondays? But is therapy supposed to be about a patient and therapist enjoying each others company and looking forward to seeing each other? I would have found it odd if it was the last (female) therapist saying it. Idk. Maybe its time for me to just stop therapy now before I get to emotionally attached to a man who is short-term and unattainable.