This ambivilence is a necessary part of the process many would say, me included. Therapy is about being off balance and finding a new center of balance- about making you stronger and healthier so you can be happier. Something about your life wasn't working prior, and you'll need to feel off balance and unsure to find a new center of gravity.

Emotional attachment comes with that. He's not there for you to attain, just to work with closely. More and more research shows the healing you will do will be because of a good working relationship full of trust and caring between client and therapist, so.... it's quite possible you're in just the right place and need to be brave to see it through.