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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25
So I believe I MAY have POSSIBLY clicked in to hypomania. And I am so frustrated because I am so happy and I want to do so much but my body is just not down with it this week! I have a cold so I was physically exhausted for the last three days - but brain was like NO stay up and do your plans! Read a book!! Do research! And today I feel more energetic finally but I somehow hurt my back badly - I can only walk in a slow, stiff shamble. And I sure can't clean or do any of the things I normally do when hypo! It is so frustrating!!! That's why my name is all over the board - I can't physically act out my energy so I'm here bothering all of you 
Has this ever happened to anyone? Or even the opposite maybe - super tired from depression but body can't relax. It must be infuriating!
I have injured my back like this before so I know it takes about three days to become functional again. Sadly I cycle so rapidly that if this is an episode, I may have crashed by then! How sad! And it's supposed to be so nice weather wise - finally! Ugh. |
Oh man can I relate to this. Literally ever day for I don't even know how long I had that feeling...it was like I couldn't decide if I was tired or I was super hyper. That may not make sense.
But yes, I do really feel hopped up super tired a lot. I'd say it is a pretty common symptom with me whether I'm depressed or manic. Except theres a difference...when it happens to me while depressed its more just super restless energy while being like a mega sloth. Where when it happens during mania (very mild mania I think (a lot of the time I never get tired during mania)) I have all these "really important" plans that I have to get done but I'm tired and I end up pacing around yelling at people and brooding on what I'm not doing.
I don't know...that's a good question and it kind of confuses me when I think about it. I really only remember small details from my episodes because it just blends together. The parts I remember most are from being tired and pacing around though.
Sorry for the bad answer Child of the Wildflowers...