I want so much to find the right words to encourage you because what you choose to do in this situation will have a major impact on the rest of your life as well as the lives of children you may one day have. I know this from my own experience and hope you don't make the same mistake I made. He may or may not love you; it doesn't matter. You and your parents deserve to be treated with respect. You must set the boundaries for how others treat you...right from the start. I know you are hurting but please understand that you will get through this and you will feel better. Make up your mind that this relationship is over and then do whatever it takes to keep from thinking about him.....read, watch movies.. . .keep your mind on other things. I won't be easy but you can do it!