Thanks for the replies. I am pretty sure this is more chemical than bipolar induced ... i mean I'm crying just reading the replies ! Lol

Its funny i run a support group for families affected by asd and the first thing i say to new families is " once you forget what's normal out there and accept what's normal in your house you will have won half the battle of moving forward "

I have decided to apply this to my current situation and just go with it rather than blame myself or try to fight it.

For me the biggest challenge is being my own worse enemy because of my OCD . It's usually a blessing because i nag myself quite successfully out of any funk. But man even my OCD ( purely obsessional ) has been taken down by this bad boy.

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