No! Heaps of times he pulls me up on contradicting myself, not events but feelings about them. It seems to annoy him a lot, but I tend to experience things from different angles so I genuinely feel different about things depending on the day. I also consider myself to be heinously ugly from the outside and a vile person inside although logically I know it's not true that's my own inner experience. He says things like "I just have a hard time accepting that someone as attractive as you could feel like that, it not that I haven't seen this before but with looks like yours it's hard to grasp". That just makes me feel like a complete moron, like I'm compliment hunting or something I hate that kind of response. He has shouted at me in the past for saying I'm disgusting. 'You don't mean that' but yes doc, yes I do. The worst though is the things I'm supposedly not telling him, he thought I had blocked memories / denial or good old fashioned just not telling him of a certain theory he holds about me. No, nay, never- didn't happen, sorry to disappoint you again.
It may sound odd that I think he's the best T ever, at least for me for me but I like that he challenges what I'm feeling/thinking that too helps a lot, on the whole.
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