I think I know what you are saying. especially about the acceptance of what you are saying V believing being very different. like last week she said something like "it's amazing that I didn't go completely crazy" it left me wondering about how much of my past she believes or how much it is real. although I was committed to a hosp and residential treatment for most of my young adult life so not so sure I didn't go crazy. I wonder for me it it more me being willing to accept and believe my reality. and I might project that on to her quite a bit when she tries to talk to me about it