I love to shower unless I'm in a real bad way. For me, I think that my mind becomes so disorganized at times that it just doesn't even occur to me to do things like shower and pick up the house. It's like I don't even notice that I have been skipping basic self care and then one day I come to and see the evidence of my illness everywhere.

It's gotten a lot better since I no longer live alone. I am more self aware having someone around, but it still happens from time to time.