Elizabeth,
I know that it must seem like you are in a really bad place right now and I have been there too. Suicide is not the answer. Please listen to what Ozzie said and seek out some professional help. There are resources out there to help you through this point in your life. Attempting suicide does not help anything. You will not help your children by taking your life. You will not help yourself. 1800 SUICIDE is a national hotline that is available free of charge.

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>