I hate how easy it is for me to start doubting you. It just takes a small little thing on your part to plant the seed of doubt, which over the course of a week or so grows into a monster. And right now, I am back to not trusting you again. I really hate this. You did nothing wrong, but I am afraid to contact you because of my fears and mistrust. I don't want to wear you out or force you to deal with me if you don't want to. Ugh! I wish I could just go away.