((((jinny)))))
Go ahead...have that cry!! No harm in letting it all out sweety.
Remember your breathing hon....focus....you can get through this...I know you can. You're thinking ahead of yourself, worrying about things to come. Don't forget, there are only so many things that you have control over at THIS VERY MOMENT...so try to let all that other stuff go and deal with it when it's the right time.

Many hugsssssssssssssss
J