Thank you downsolong. I'm doing much better. I finally did the work that I needed to do to feel better about my current situation. My friend is doing ok now. I know for me, sometimes I have to get into enough pain before I'll take the action to change my thinking. And thats where she was.....only she took a drastic action. I'm doing better though. As Richard says, I'm back "on the road to the good stuff." Thanks for your concern. =)

~Rayna