hi goldflower and welcome. you ll find lots of people here can empathise with that and will support you in it.
if you start a post yourself with this question in it more people will see and respond to you. you can post it here or i think the relationships forum might be appropriate too. or maybe even the womens issues forum (assuming you re a woman?).
im sorry if you have had to experience that and i hope you are safe now?
good luck to you and please dont hesitate to reach out to people here. there are many good understanding hearts on this site.
take care
biiv