Regarding SI, I think my mind tells me to stop the mental pain, SI is my ony way to bring me back to reality. I think it's feeling that fuels my suicide thoughts, because when I came close, I had to admit I didn't really want die, I just wanted the pain gone.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
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