I am fighting the urge to pick up the phone and call her. I get so angry. I was told today by my mom's sister that my very own sister, has been embezelling money to pay her monthly bills. This is not okay. My mother left everything in the house to me and my sister is robbing me blind. We went and had the locks changed to hopefully keep her out until I can come move my things. I really cannot believe this is all happening. My sister has no idea that I know. It's up to me to have her committed to get herself some help for her drug addiction. But I just lost my mom. And mentally, I am not okay. It's just so much on my plate that all I want to do is crawl into bed and hide. And yet I can't. My mama is gone and someone now has to go and get all the belongings out of the house that she and my dad shared for 48 years. And that somebody is me. I need courage and strength and guidance. I'm reminding myself to put one foot in front of the other. I appreciate all of your kind words. My heart just aches like never before.