Hi Skeezyks, from my perspective, yes with severe depression it is possible to care about nothing (and no-one). And for how long? Well I'd say it's a "how long is a piece of string"? And hey, you've know some of the lows and where they can take you if.
Now you might not like me for being me but (!!) I'd say the really important question is not "how long?" but how to change that?!!
If it gets to caring about nothing (although not only at that point) then changing that alone can be the hardest thing, so often people are going to need that bit more whether it's in therapy, through medication, through others stepping in and offering support...............
So back to you, is carrying on with this ruse really so important right now?? Or maybe something you want to spend some time thinking about??
There are people who will understand/support you whatever, and anything at all I can do to help (however little that may be)....................



Alison