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Old Mar 21, 2014, 08:06 PM
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i do think he has blurred the boundares in our relationship because we have been working together for so long. im scared to tell him that though. because i dont know if you know this but i had a therapist from when i was 16 to 23 and we started a romantic relationship that turned into something very bad. i ended p telling my pdoc about it and he lost everything. then i met my current T in the program im in. its somewhat a trigger for me that he blurs the boundaires but i know its not sexual at all. but i feel uncomfortable bringing it up to him. i wonder if he sees it too.
Yeah that's creepy with your first T...although I have to admit I did have this fantasy about my pdoc for a while...there is something about having someone who really seems to care about you...My T was female so we never had that and current pdoc is female too but man first pdoc I got so attached to eventually my brain decided he was most like a stuffed animal I wasn't allowed to play with...it was interesting because on some level I recognized that much like a stuffed animal a lot of my idea of what he was came from me...I mean I really didn't know him all that well despite working with him for 2 years and like a stuffed animal he was super comforting but it was like he was someone else's of something so I knew that I should never just run up and hug him or something although once I seriously wanted to pet his hair it was bizarre...

But yeah sometimes the lines get a little blurry when people really care...
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