thanx gr3tta. i feel better to now that i let him now how it really made me feel.

sometimesPsychotic- yes it was creepy. we were wroking together for 5 years before he made a move on me. we would have sex during therapy appointments. then he wanted me to go swinging with him. like couple swapping. he would take me to other mens house to watch me have sex with them. i didnt want to but felt like i had to in order to keep him in my life. he groomed me. and isolated me from my friends. he was all i had in my life. after 2 years of us "dating" i turned him in to the board of psychology. then sued him. at first i felt guilty for ruining his life. but now i just hate him. some people dont get it. tthey blamed me for it. sying i seduced him and ruined his life. people in the town said that. but his wife divorced him too after she found out. it was all so confusing. i thought he loved me and i loved him. only when i was out of the relationship did i see how wrong it was.