Well I am doing ok atm..I retoook the sanity score thing and it told me that I am now 85%.. I scored 78 in schizophrenia yesterday but scored 85 in it today.. What does this mean? Does it mean my symptomes flucuate daily? I need to get some professional help I guess..this stuff is getting out of hand. I am 21 someone told me that's the perfect age for people to first start having symptoms of this disorder become present. I also scored a 83% Dissociation. Should I be concerned?
I do see things quite alot and they are so clear and I hear things too. I have been in denial for too long I know somethings wrong with me,And I have been afraid for too long to get help this time I am gonna go see a doctor,I have to because if This is really happening to me if this is really real and not some weird dream I gotta get help before it takes over my life.

Also I tried the screening test again I SCORED an 80. I tried it again hours later and got another 80 today.
yesterday it was a 76.But besides the pressure of my arising problems I AM ok at this moment I am ok
How are you? I just joined here yesterday Oh and Hi sometimes psychotic thanks for the advice you gave me on my other post. it was helpful

Also I talked it over with my fiance he also reccomends I GO see a doctor
he's had to go see one before many times as well so he knows the thought at first is nerve wracking to say the least
But with his help and support I think I can do this! I just am not thinking clearly hell I can't even put together sentences like I should I Remember being smarter than now saying things that made sense more than I am now.So I need help asap.