My friend is setting me up on a date with her boyfriend's twin brother. Technically this will be my first date. I just started going back to school and being somewhat social again and I'm gonna try to be a good sport about it. I find it hard to communicate with people sometimes. I would rather not have to hold a conversation for long periods of time with people. I can't imagine being close to another person, not even a boy that I actually like/or am attracted to. As soon as she heard that I was a 21 year old virgin she wanted to set me up on a date. I have always thought that one day I will get married and have kids. The idea seems nice......but when I'm not daydreaming and life is happening it's hard for me to be vulnerable with people. I don't mind telling people things about myself, but when people ask me deep questions like why have you never had a boyfriend?, I find it really hard to answer.