Struggled for 7 years. Finally was on the way to recovery, and even considered myself very much recovered. Working out, eating, putting on muscle to the point where I want to compete for my weight class... And tonight I was out with my girlfriends catching up from college, and for the first time in my entire struggle, I broke down during a meal. In the middle of a restaurant.

I can't relapse. I can't. I can't.

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