Thing is... I can't sleep when am at bfs house or even sometimes at all in my own home. I keep getting no caller Id phone calls in middle of night and it's driving me mad thinking my stalker is back.the stalker lives not far from my boyfriends house and so I worry every time am there that he will start again but I know it's silly n he's prob moved on after his restraint order. It's killing me cos I wake in middle of night ( if I am asleep) and have extreme panic attacks. My bf doesn't understand and it hurts but I know it's Cos he's tired an this generally happens at 3am or something..... Xxx any ideas how to destress without waking him ????