I know I already said this to you yesterday, when I was in sheer panic almost at the thought that you wanted rid of me. But please, even though I am being a totally useless and hardwork childish client with needs that are too great.....please please don't be like everyone else and leave me when the going gets tough.

Please, I really need to be able to see you, I hate that I do.....but I will just go back to a frozen shell of a person if I have to stop therapy. I don't think I could go through this phase of beginning to trust and build a relationship with another T. It would kill me!

So please, please just stay and see this through, and tell me that you will until I can actually believe it. I need this now. (And I hate that I do)