i am breaking into parts again.....i can feel it happening...i can hear the different thoughts going on ...again. i had everything put together nice and neat.,.,after eight year of therapy....then comes the headaches....which I thought was because of the divorce that is going on .....and the college classes that I am taking...and the fact that I am the one taking care of my 80 year old mother....and that I have no money....living on financial aid...and that I am 45 and feeling like I "should" be better off by now.......but today I took my meds that i have been givin for the heachaes.,....it did not help.....it stayed.....and then I realized.,....here i go again.....i am on this path once again.....DID......i think it probably never goes away....now i just need to learn to exsist with it......which is not bad......i just am sort of shocked once again that this is going on...........sigh
tobey