No. If something sexual were to happen, the following are possibilities
1) I like him. He doesn't like me. I get hurt
2) He likes me. I don't like him. I feel awkward and/or I get hurt by him
3) We like each other. Something sexual happens. I have to do something sexual and show off how clueless I am and embarrass myself.
4) I have to take off my clothes. He is disgusted
5) I take off my clothes. He is not disgusted and wants to go further and I'm scared. I relive the past.

I don't even know what to do with a boyfriend if I had one.