Indigo
I know how u feel. I have never forgiven anyone.i never will. It seems to me that most ppl have issues with following through when they say they are sorry and will never do it again. I tell them don't apologize for something u know ull do again. Humans are greedy selfish bastards. There are the exceptions though, but with like 7 billion ppl in the world they are few and far between.

I know I'm an extremely angry person, I won't apologize since I know I won't change, but I have only until recently seen the worst of human nature my entire life. For Christ sakes I can't even bring myself to forgive my sister who died 6yrs ago for something she did to me in 3rd grade