I find as of now being on SSI is the best option...I don't think I am entirely incapable of all possible forms of work whatsoever, but yeah realistically my mental issues prevent me from working any substantial amount, even part time would be very difficult. I am hoping maybe eventually I can figure out some kind of job...but for now I am more thinking of what I might need to have somewhat improved mental health my current therapy isn't really helping but still giving it a couple more sessions maybe I need a type of therapy that isn't CBD...

But yes though I am on SSI I still do want to 'live life' and all that so I still do try to go out and do things I enjoy I don't feel too bad about spending money on things I don't absolutely 'need' and kind of have to if I want to keep my assets below 2,000. And maybe I will try out volunteering at an animal shelter to do something useful.