So as time goes by since the first thread i wrote here about how bad i hate my life and what has happen that makes me join in here and wrote my first thread.. Im trying to heal my pain, forget what hurts me and move on.

Its been exactly 2 weeks since she dump me and i try move on step by step on every each of days, as im getting better and better in my atempt to forget her and the pain, today "Line" chat application making an auto add friends that causing me and her be friends there..

I tought at first that she add me ( Before i figure it out that it was the auto add features ) so i aproach her to ask about it.. bla bla bla.. shes cursing me and making it all sounds im the one who make her hurts and suffer and so she blocked me again after alot of blaming, cursing and hurting atempt.

So here i am, back at the begining of how i feel 2 weeks ago.. this is not the first time it happens to me and this is not the only case ( its not always about relationship problems ) that i always got hit back down when im trying to get up and getting better.

I trully hate my life more and more as time goes by, im 30 years old now and oh how i wish i dont have to live this life for another year again