I am feeling horrible. I.had my back surgery three weeks ago and now I'm trying to ween myself off my pain meds. It is awful. It's triggering my anxiety really bad...all of this while I'm in a depressive episode. Oh gosh I want off this roller coaster so bad. I don't feel like I'm part of life since all I've been doing IS resting. I'm so tired of resting. It's making my depression worse. I'm wondering if I should go to the hospital because of my si urges. How Is it that I'm taking all these meds and I'm still unstable? They only work so much then we're left over with stuff. Sigh

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