I'm scared. I want LCM to wrap her arms around me and tell me everything will be okay. Kiss the top of my head and let me just cry or sleep there. Or at least lean on her shoulder. I want this so badly but I know it won't happen. I want to just reach out and touch her but I can't just do that (unless she is about to walk out in front of a train lol).

I had a dream that I was granted a wish. But it wasn't a wish I could control. The wizard granted it looked into my subconscious and granted the thing I wanted more than anything in the world. He made me LCM's daughter. She was pissed. She has a daughter and didn't have time for a needy adult child or space in her house. She was also worried that I would be jealous of her real daughter. But I was very kind to her daughter and took her on an adventure. LCM changed her mind and was happy to have me. She played with my hair and kissed my head.

I told LCM about the dream. She said "awwww" in a pitiful way when I said she was pissed that I became her daughter. But she liked the ending. I don't know. It almost felt like she wouldn't be pissed if magic were real and I became her daughter. It almost felt like she'd be welcoming and happy but I know I'm reading too far into this.