Hope that partial & your T can help you learn how to fill your life & define who you are by who you are, not only your relationship with others......would be a good goal to have.....as it can help you get through these difficult times.......Know your relationship with God is strong.....but I know for myself....there are times when my faith is put to the challenge.....but more I see God providing in my life, & the lives of others....the more I realize that I am valuable to God & he cares......but it's a struggle at best sometimes. I understand your struggle.....understand what we need to strive for to get through these difficult times.....& let God's hand guide you also....therapy & partial are good....but remember the 3rd part of the picture ....& prayer (which I'm praying for you)