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Originally Posted by ginaaa22
so sorry your going through all of this. like you I have lots of medical bills and although I have answers I still have the financial burden. Do you think your pain makes your BPD worse? Like it triggers it? When my pain is bad I'm more aggressive, anxious, agitated or sometimes depressed. I'm also bipolar so its hard to tell which one it is. I hope you find the answers you are seeking  |
hey ginaaaa22,
I am thinking the pain definitely feeds into the BPD and the bipolar is making that roller coaster ride all the more fun....It feels like it will never end so that the BPD too...cardio doc made me show up at 8am on Saturday for more tests...which took almost 5 hours. finally woke up from lil nap that I took...this roller coaster ride has many twist and turns and circles on it and feels out of control for now.... Sunday I have to pack all my stuff up so I can stay with my son and daughter-in-law for a few weeks....I cannot stay at home since there is no one to care for me here...oh what a burden I am...yes, I know bpd again making me feels worthless...this vicious cycle I am in....the headache, the pain, sore, tired of it, and it wont end on Monday....just new and different pain for 7 - weeks...yikes ppl....don't get on this ride....whenwill the circus end here?????