So i went to the doctors today, figuring i could get something accomplished. I've been having anxiety really bad lately, and it usually comes and goes but for the past month it just will not go away, and its very stressful on top of my mood swings. So i go to the doctors, and when he gets in, he says that everybody my age gets anxiety. then i told him all about my mood swings. he said its because of pms and i need to take birth control. i was not very happy when he said that. i was litterally only in the room for about 15 minutes, i barely got any words in because all he was doing was blabbing his mouth about pms. umm, i'm not that dramatic i know the different between my pmsing and when i have crazy mood swings 24/7!!! it was so frustrating i just was trying not to cry. so he realized i wasnt very happy about the birth control thing, so he said if i want to make a counseling appointment i can. so i did. and its not for over a month! he didnt give me any kind of relaxation tips or anything for my anxiety, not even any advice. It just made it so much worse.
i'm going to have to find another doctor fast because that just didnt do anything for me.
and my mom is so oblivious, shes like well why would they want you to go to counseling? shes in such denial about anyhting thats ever wrong with me i cant explain anything to her.

i'm so upset