I did not say that your mind is twisted sexually. I said that it was twisted. You added the word "sexually" yourself. No, your mind is not twisted because of the way you use your words - rather, the way you use your words proves that your mind is twisted. there are no bisexual clothes, either - I gave you lots of options to describe the clothing that is not meant to increase your sexual appeal, and neither of the "normal" words offered had anything to do with sexual orientation, so, really, no reason to invent "bisexual" clothes.

If you are awkward in your body, clothes won't do much good, I am afraid to say. You need to find a way to enjoy MOVING your body - just moving it in space. Don't call it exercising, but focus on movement. I do not know what it would be for you - you can even try basketball given your height, but it requires exceptional coordination... certainly not something I have. And the jumps, the left-right-left-right movements... not easy. Volleyball is easier and yet you can benefit from your stature. Hiking requires no jumping, no team effort (I can see how basketball and volleyball may not be your thing due to the team effort involved)... unless you live in the heart of Boston, there must be parks for hiking. If you live in the heart of Boston, just walk the streets of the city, but some movement is necessary. It does not have to be a structured class. Hopefully with movement you will become less awkward and, as an extension, more attractive.

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So were you raped by the father? Maybe you posted a story that I missed. Without the background information, your post is hard to understand.