i do have a great relationship with him.

but yea the psych nurse yelled at me once or twice for refusing my meds and was like "we dont force people to take their meds" but was saying basically she wish she could. then she went and told the receptionist and my therapist and doctor that i refused the depot. and went on to critisize me about it. the first time i refused it they UPPED the dosage from 75mg to 100mg JUST BECAUSE i refused it. think about that. they were chemically restraining me because i refused it ONE TIME. so i changed doctors and now i have control over my meds. i can put them in my own mouth now.