I have so many different diagnosis, but when I was really bad psychosis, in and out, my mother signed me up for disability. They made me see a psychologist, they made me try to read words and say what they meant, they made me do a memory test, they made me do an IQ test and they asked me all sorts of questions. I did not realize what was going on at the time, I didn't even know what SSDI was. Is it common to get on the first time around? I am paranoid that they will take it away from me if I am feeling better and then I will be homeless and psychotic again. I never got a copy of the records, i'm afraid what they said about me.