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Originally Posted by Standup2me
I'm self destructive. I eat too much and don't do anything to change it.
I stay in a relationship with a guy who has not worked in 4 years (even though there is lots of work in his field) because he always seems to have some illness stopping him.
My dog died in 2013. I want another dog
He keeps telling me that there is no way we are getting another dog.
I need a dog
I won't spend any money on getting my haircut, but I look like poop on a platter.
Is anyone else self destructive?
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You are not alone. I am self destructive as well. I am not happy with my figure and do nothing to change it. Its difficult. I like to eat what I want, when I want. Food is comforting to me. I just really like tasty food lol. And I don't like to exercise at all. I tried eating healthy andd counting calories. That lasted not even a week and it started stressing me out and made me feel worse.
Maybe try starting with small changes...
I am pretty hard on myself. I have a low self-esteem. It's easy for me to think bad of myself. I'm trying to work on myself, but it seems like I'm kind of obsessing about my dx (BP2). Its hard not to though when your trying to figure out if the way you act, think, and feel is the dx or your personality.
Sorry about all of that. I just wanted you to know you aren't alone. I sure hope you start feeling better
Oh, and about the dog, I agree with the above poster, you should go to the pound and adopt one. They can be very therapeutic, as I'm sure you know. It'll give you more motivation to get out and walk, too :-)
And definitely go and get your hair cut.. It'll make you feel much better. :-)
As far as the bf goes... weigh out your pros and cons. Have a serious talk with him.
I hope all goes well and you start feeling better!
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