Hi LoveLace and welcome!!!

I'm so sorry to hear about the struggles you've had. I'm afraid I don't have any experience or knowledge on this subject to offer, but I'm glad to listen and I don't judge you negatively for it. I agree with Talulah that you are brave to follow your heart! I'm glad you've found this forum and hope you meet others with some relevant experiences. Welcome!

And welcome to you too KM45! We allow occasional temporary thread-hijacking. :P

Sidony