I'm not really sure, but I know it was very young. I'm a survivor of sexual abuse so I was exposed to alot at a very young age which, in turn, created feelings and thoughts that weren't understood but still there due to exposure.

I don't know when I had my own feelings for something real or normal/average? It was always weird for me.

I do know that I first enjoyed sex at age 24 but I really have no clue when the sexual feelings started for me that came from within me and not from an outside source. Alot of that time is still "dark".

This is interesting for me to read. Thank you for posting it!

KD

KD