Hi and welcome!
Maybe you just feel that you need to make a connection with someone. I've had that feeling from time to time. I may have a problem but I know exactly what to do about it. Yet, I want to tell someone. I need to know that someone cares.
Maybe you need to explore "repressed memories." I know there's some people that don't believe in them, but I'm here to tell you,
they exist! I had some horrific ones. Just a couple of weeks ago I started having problems with some memories coming back, but I dealt with them. It feels ever so much better!
Trust your inner voice. If you feel you need to tell someone something, there probably is something to tell. A councelor would know how to figure it out.
I wish you the best.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.