It is easy to lose all hope and just get so tired of fighting. I have been there many times. It is like what is the point nothing is working. I say give yourself permission to be how you are and just ride it out. Sleep all day or whatever. It will pass. It always does. Try to find enough strength to reach out for help....yet again. Or is there someone who can help you get help?
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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