I don't think it is a "problem" that you do not have any interests, goals, motivation if you are not unhappy with that. I think you will or will not pursue activities to help with your financial situation over time if you see it as getting in the way of your calm and peaceful life? It sounds like you have to be pretty dependent on others and that might not always be there so life could get more uncomfortable which you might not want? We do have to eat and have our own bed to sleep in and you might want to think of ways to protect your calm, peaceful life where you are as free as you like. Other people giving you money for necessities or not having money to get the few things you desire could get to be a problem for you in the future. Maybe you'd like to address that so it is less likely to happen.