i'm building my body now .also trying not to limit my attitude irl.(i couldn't limit myself anymore since it's only leads me to depression)

i'll try to search "Luna" as your suggestion

yes of course i'm young (and want to be looks young forever ).okay.i'll try not to rush this..i don't know when i will be ready to tell my parents (and accept any consequences) about this but i would and i should tell them.

but i feels like my mom know this even i doubt.she always brushing my hair and keeps telling "are you want to be an akb girls?" (you can google it if you don't know )

i'm glad if she know it.but i would be happy if she accepts the way i am